Dear Diary

This is coming after quite some time...its just that the right thoughts never hit the chord with the mind to pen down things..Its so strange that the smallest of things make a huge difference to the day and sometimes the loftiest of events cease to bring an emotion out..Staying miles away from home wisdom seems to dawn upon me each day and everything seems of more value and importance.The love for family and loved ones now really means much more than an a emotion and the heart yearns for these emotions..This brings to mind the two events that really made me realize how important human emotions were.Its only through crisis that we learn the most valued lessons.

My heart goes out to all those people who have been affected in the Pune blasts and Alabama shootout..Both these events stole every headline in the national and international circuit.Its hard to imagine how with the pass of each day people are marching ahead on the road to perdition.The heart and mind are no longer governed by the feeling of oneness but are separated by a divide that is far from being bridged.The human who originally began his journey expressing his happiness over the smallest of achievements like the discovery of fire etc has moved far beyond and now seems to be drawing a sadistic pleasure in taking lives.The very idea is disturbing and pushes the future into partial pessimism and darkness.In the Alabama shootout several students have been victim to this ugly face of terror and the trauma has left them paralyzed to fight back.The state of shock of losing a few of their noted faculty members and staff will remind them about the gory of face of terror...

The Pune blasts targeted at a famous bakery close to the Chabad house insinuates the attempt to hit out at the Jews again.The blasts prove yet again that TERROR seems to be overpowering the feeling of passion and love in each human's heart..This valentine i hope,wish and pray that i disseminate love,passion in each heart and uproot the feelings of hatred and contempt.I am probably asking for too much but on a personal level i can infuse this in my life,an idea is enough to scatter the seeds of change.

May sound extremely cliched to say that these events bring hearts closer and prepare it to be braver...This has definitely made me feel so and love for all fellow beings has increased manifold...

Love the creator and all his creations.....and will always live with this feeling in my heart.....

My idea about life

Life has been really strange in its own ways.Each moment so far has been enriching and a learning experience in its itself.I acknowledge every incident and the lesson i have drawn from it as it is these things that have brought me to blog about my tryst with destiny.
It has taken a lot of effort on my part to sit down to pen down a gist of the events going through my mind.The scattered mind hardly seems to settle at a thought and meanders from idea to idea pushing it to the cliff of dilemma.The phase of uncertainty never ceases to exist filling the air with a lot of hopes and expectations.May sound ironic as uncertainty and hope can never coexist but my complex mind fails to adhere to conventions and flushes every cell of my body with a ray of hope.It is probably experience that life has imparted to me through its lessons of dejection and success,hope and despair,and through every high and low the strength to storm through every hurdle successfully.Every experience enables,encourages me to do better for myself and evolve as a human being.Learning is a continuous process and this may sound cliched but definitely i have had a lot to learn over the years and continue to learn each day.
Life has been generous to me in every aspect and am blessed to be a part of the process of percolation of ideas through the people from the various walks of life.Life is evanescent but people and memories are things we cherish all through and carry .As we become a part of the bustling world we start losing ties with things that made us and slowly start living a mundane,monotonous and morbid life.The pace kills the emotions that make us and gradually we lose connect with the deeper meaning of life.However hard it may get but i wish to stay connected with my purpose and never let go of the calling that has brought me to this juncture in life.

A movie that inspired

I sometimes sit to wonder how life has shaped itself and always never have a concrete answer to the thought.It clearly brings me to believe that certain things are beyond the finite.This concept may sound extremely hypothetical and abstract but time has strengthened the roots of this idea.My life has provided me with ample examples wherein situations have left me with no answers and led me to follow a higher calling that was meant for me.This firm faith in the almighty is purely a manifestation of our conscience which discerns the wrong from the right.It is only when the mind hits against such a notion that the jigsaw puzzle pieces of life begin to unfold themselves.
The last two days have been enriching in terms of acquiring a deeper insight into things.It is often said that things come to you only when you are prepared to take them.It was almost after 7 years that i came upon this very popular movie which had a message to convey which was closely connected itself to the intangible,invincible and the impalpable- GOD.The movie brought forth the perspective of a physically challenged man who possessed a simple vision where he envisioned the almighty in every human he met.The abstraction predominantly dealt with the power to overcome ever obstacle and look for a reason that extended beyond the norms.The movie aptly titled sees the emotion love binding two hearts despite sworn by hatred and differences.Every scene had a lesson to offer and this has opened up new vistas of thinking.We tend to channelize a lot of our energy towards the trivial things in life and hence chase a life that is not meant to be ours.The world has shades of everything in it but it is in us that decides what we attract and our actions decide our course.It has presented me a parallel line of thought which if incorporated can make life smoother and much more meaningful.
Each day i look forward to making my life consummate with tasks that give me inner satisfaction and pleasure.On the road to betterment i am blessed to come across instances that mark a change in my life!!